Little B is sound asleep finally, it was a rough evening...he reminded me for the 100th time today that he is 2! It was all about his beanie doggy. I took it away from him because he wouldn't go to sleep and you would have thought I cut a finger off!! "Mommy took my doooooggggy away!!!" He was so loud I thought the nurses were going to come in and make sure i wasn't beating him or something. In the end he won...damn it...and i gave the dog back. he was exhausted by then and thanked me in tears and promptly feel asleep.
they filmed him in the motion lab today, which is where they study his walking in all forms of scientific way I can't even describe. He did full on independent walking...and then he fell backwards and it was all over. He cried so hard and kept telling me, "baby hurt, 'Hando hurt, baby very hurt". I felt bad because i wasn't able to catch him...so we bribed him with toys and it was all better. He spent the rest of his day playing and watching cartoons, after 2 therapy sessions and one 15 min walk with mom.
Today I got a break, I walked over to OSHU's main building and had a real lunch. They put FMH's cafe to shame!! they have a grill line, Chinese food line, hot line, salad bar, dessert bar, make you fresh sandwiches hot or cold while you watch bar! I thought I was in heaven! Plus a whole wall of soda and cold stuff like an isle at the grocery store, the best thing is they are 24 hrs and I could go now if i wanted. hmmm...maybe i should. :) I used the time to eat, buy a card for Mateo's Birthday...(Sept 1st) and mailed it. they have a gift shop, post office and laundry site also. It was nice to have a break from Alej, just to be outside and get fresh air.
I am getting him a pass for the weekend so we can have lunch over there and just get out of the hospital. Everyone keeps encouraging me to take the bus, it drops you downtown they say...and then what? What is down there I would enjoy with a cranky 2 year old? So i think I will limit our adventures to the hospital campus. We will be home soon enough for safe outings with the stroller.
I realized today with the help of my dear friend T that they are trying to force him to learn in 9 days what a normal child learns in the course of months! They start by learning to stand, progress to scaling the furniture and then in a few weeks or months move on to an actual step. In four days he has moved that far! This is amazing and challenging and more than enough for a 2 year old to take. He deserves all this tantrums he is throwing, he's tired and he wants to go home and see his daddy.
He sang to his therapist today, all about how much he misses dad and wants to go home. It was very sweet. Oh, and we made a friend, his name is Bexam...like Becham the soccer player? He wears a halo and has the sweetest mom. They are from Canada and have been here for 3 weeks, i guess i shouldn't complain. She is the one who told me where the laundry room is and she shared her birthday cake, it was some wonderful concoction of yellow cake, banana pudding and real bananas! Heaven.
I guess i should go, little b could wake up at any minute and fall out of the hospital bed...no crib for this big boy. I'm just lonely and want to go home! Love to all... g+b a+b